~l.o.v.e~ OR ~t.r.u.s.t~

wad so called love???
its easy to say hard to make it..

~when you love someone~
of coz  hope he/she is happy

~when you love someone~
of coz you care about wad his/her feeling

~when you love someone~
of coz you will never do something which break his/her heart easily

~when you love someone~
of coz you will become BLIND!!!!

SO PEOPLE SAID ~LOVE IS BLIND~

sometimes..
we doubt is not because we are not trusting each other,
but we do not know when is the right time to trust.
we said we TRUST yet we still will worry bout wad he is doing, he is now hanging out with who ect……
we do not trust because we are not feeling confident to ourselves?
or he/she is really cannot be trust??

sometimes..
we need his consideration because we are not in the right situation.
we are moody and we need accompany by him
we need listen to his voice to make ourselves feel save when we are in the place which full of stranger
BUT…………

sometimes..
WHAT WE THINK DOES NOT MEAN HE IS THINKING SO….
he might think what he do is the right but to us, maybe will become hard feeling to us…

~l.o.v.e~
is a tiring stuff..
it is not that happy as i think for all the time
i myself have no idea what he should do to make me feel comfort
to make me feel save
may be i should not know as much things as i can..
may be i’ll feel better.
for sure, i’ll not report anything of mine to you and so do you..
the much i know i feel worry
but yet you stil make the decision i do not like as well
YOU STIL MAKE THAT DECISION EVEN YOU KNOW I DONT LIKE IT OR I CARE ABOUT IT..
the fact.. i have hard feeling because you did so..
now you happy??!

now..
i just want to shout~~
i’m tired..
i’m really feel tired…

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