~~IM wonDer~~

how peace it is……

BUT

feeling like a dead body walking around in this 2months plus..
did i made a right choice?
im wonder..
a place i hate a lot..
dont have food that i wanted to eat,
no one beside when i needed..
seperated with my family..
seperated with my buddies..
dont have the chance to spend my money either,
tears drop without anyone knowing every night,
not satisfy with the lousy campus work,
few times of last minute notice about class cancel where there are just a few step left to reach.
freaking hot weather i ever experienced..
im suffer living at here..
CAN I STIL SURVIVE IN THE PLACE I HATED SO MUCH??

IM WONDER…

<give me a hand to kill me plzzzz>

~siCk~

so long did not blog d....
=P
im sick jor..
feeling so bad..
so so miss my home sweet home..
when people are not in the place they want, they will miss it, but when they are there, they try to go somewhere else pulak.. (tats me)
*sight*
i was thinking how good if any of my family or close fren were here beside me..
*DOWN*
im falling sick when i have 3 assign to rush..
Wad The Fissshhhhhhhhh!!!
im so wanna to share my cny photos here but yet i dont have all tat photos wth me..
how sad har????
hmmmmmm..
well i wil post my photos once i get it..
^^
god plz bless me recover soon..
i stil have lots of work to finish it..
~^^~

i miss my ah ma..
i miss my mama..
i miss my papa..
i miss my mei mei..
i miss my jie jie..
i miss my niecesss...
i miss my pai kuat..
i miss my frens..
i miss PG food..
i miss redbox..
n
i miss my bubu..
=(

eat my emo away~~~

EAT EMO AWAY~~~~~ EAT EAT EAT!!!!!! HMP!

~l.o.v.e~ OR ~t.r.u.s.t~

wad so called love???
its easy to say hard to make it..

~when you love someone~
of coz  hope he/she is happy

~when you love someone~
of coz you care about wad his/her feeling

~when you love someone~
of coz you will never do something which break his/her heart easily

~when you love someone~
of coz you will become BLIND!!!!

SO PEOPLE SAID ~LOVE IS BLIND~

sometimes..
we doubt is not because we are not trusting each other,
but we do not know when is the right time to trust.
we said we TRUST yet we still will worry bout wad he is doing, he is now hanging out with who ect……
we do not trust because we are not feeling confident to ourselves?
or he/she is really cannot be trust??

sometimes..
we need his consideration because we are not in the right situation.
we are moody and we need accompany by him
we need listen to his voice to make ourselves feel save when we are in the place which full of stranger
BUT…………

sometimes..
WHAT WE THINK DOES NOT MEAN HE IS THINKING SO….
he might think what he do is the right but to us, maybe will become hard feeling to us…

~l.o.v.e~
is a tiring stuff..
it is not that happy as i think for all the time
i myself have no idea what he should do to make me feel comfort
to make me feel save
may be i should not know as much things as i can..
may be i’ll feel better.
for sure, i’ll not report anything of mine to you and so do you..
the much i know i feel worry
but yet you stil make the decision i do not like as well
YOU STIL MAKE THAT DECISION EVEN YOU KNOW I DONT LIKE IT OR I CARE ABOUT IT..
the fact.. i have hard feeling because you did so..
now you happy??!

now..
i just want to shout~~
i’m tired..
i’m really feel tired…

X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.X.O.

black WED~~~

ha ha..
today so unlucky..
my fren could not get the sticker n we are not allow to go into UTAR..
have to go to the other side n park outside den walk in..
when reach to the entrance there..
my fren’s tyre pumpcheck..
at 1st we plan to go earlier n take photo for our student ID,
then apply public acc only go to class..
who knows we are rush of time after took a big round to the other entrance,
and we can only choose one thing to complete.
AND
we choose to apply public bank acc 1st.
when reach there,
the officer told us its already full,
come again 2mr plz..
we r so so so speechless that time..
n so hot cause we r walking from the entrance to block C..
it is quite a distance..
and when wanna drink water.. only i found out i forget to bring my bottle..
ish..
really is a bad day.
after class..
me n my fren walk around 20mins by pushing the bike to fix..
it took us almost 1hr to wait there..
slow motion uncle..
zzz

after that.
we went to night market n bought this

our dinner~~~

i lik tis the most

AI YU BING~~
yum yum yummy…..!!!

ITS RAIN WHEN WE R ON THE WAY BEC FROM NIGHT MARKET….
AIKZX..
SUIIIIIIIIIIIIII~~~


hmmmm..
ntg much to say just wanna say SWEET DREAMS everyone!!
(PS:when only u wanna webcam wth me huh alexis????)

Emo

not much to say n bein emo emo emo..
*sight*

my dinner except the fried mee.. but it is tasty..


n next is wad i bought from tesco >>> conditioner rm1.73 each (180ml)


n wad im missing so much.. jomei n jojo.. ^^

悲从中来~~

today class end on 11am..

take a nap til 5pm after tat..

took my 1st meal on 6smtg..
♥♥♥♥♥♥

suddenly mama called..

"how r u? everything ok? ate d? got cook n eat or not?”

den she pass for my papa..

"how’s life der? stil rmb wad i told u? drink water every morning once u wake ar..”i answerd: ‘' yes yes.. i did drink.. here so sen.. =( "

'bo huat lor, sen also nid cont study ar, ya i opened ur muet test letter, nvrmind hor?” papa said

"nvrmind lar, just pass the rate”

"ok lar take care urself, papa wan start work d',byebye”

lik tat..

i ended my call wth my parents..
i feel warm n touch.

~~I MISS THEM SOOOOOOOO SO MUCH~~

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 

doin ntg n read my ex-tutor’s blog..
its sad n i could not stop my tears from dropping after i read..
its about his 5students who dead in drowning,
n the previous case kampar incident, one of the student r his student too.. my batch student somemore..
from wad he wrote in his blog,
he is very very upsad n down,
for a normal person, who can accept his 6 students which is like his close frens who wil nvr going to show up themselves anymore just an unlucky incident???

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BE TOUGH A SIR, U R THE BEST TUTOR EVER!
♥♥♥
its reminds me the time when i went to his tuition class,
i used to be very close wth him too..
he liks to joke n make students not feeling bored in class,
he liks to perli me, steps my leg purposely n apologize den..
liks to shout suddenly n make all the student get shock den only he laugh at der..
sometimes wil go supper wth us after class,
fetch us home sometimes,
n we have been go to redbox once n duet..
of course he did scold me before too,
shouted me infront of the class..
coz my add math is such a huge embarrassment coz im so dumb.
(ps, i did angry him that time cause im a gal n u SHOUTED me infront everyones because i have no idea what is the solution for the add math Q he asked, its kind of sad)
everytime before go to his class, me n my fren always feel nervous,
sometimes is becoz we no yet finish his homework,
sometimes worry that he wil call us to giv answer infront of the whole class..
yet we r stil excited to go his class..
his humour, his laughter, his shout which full of strenght..
i’ve been stop taking tuition from him since im graduate which is already 4 years time,
n soon we r like stranger.. should say not tat close..
but what i wanna state here is..

U R STIL THE BEST TUTOR I EVER HAD..
BE STRONG~~~~

we are proud to have a tutor lik u.. appreciate ^^
really miss the tuition class much..
wish the time can go back perhaps.. ^^

☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼

n through reading a sir’s blog,
there is an unethical people which publish others things without permission just to complete his/her works!!
somemore it is a things that related to the puclicity..
APOLOGIZE if u are stil a human!!!
BLECK!!